All she wanted

was to repay a debt

Yet, received the same hatred and pain.

Pain, as if he never feverishly, in time's past

Whispered

Her name.

Again. And again.

But now they are strangers

Thoughts of hatred day or night

People passing on the rivers

Ruining comfort, darkening light

Love has no gender, no race, and no creed

Love is not selfish, or mean, or at odds with greed.

Even of the heart.

And as much as she fears, this too shall pass.

His actions, so indelicate, so busy

Did not fall on deaf ears, knowing she can't even

Blame it all on him.

I wish they never loved it...

I wish they never turned back the years.

Her voice, it grates, crawls unwanted

Beneath the very essence of his skin

and still

She can't remember where he ends

And where her life is supposed

to begin.

Again.

I did nothing to deserve this.

Give me my heart back.

Can't Be Friends

Trey Songz

"Look what this girl done did to me
she done cut me off from her good good love.
she told me that those days were gone ( gone, gone, gone)
now I'm sitting here going half crazy
cuz I know she still thinks about me too
and it ain't no way in hell, that I can be just friends with you (you, you, you)
And I wish we never did it
And I wish we never loved it
And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you and now it ain't no way we can be friends.
The way it felt, no faking it
maybe we were moving just a little too fast.
But what we've done we can't take it back (back, back, back)
now im sitting here half way crazy
cuz I know she still thinks about me too
and it ain't no way in hell, that I can be just friends with you (you, you, you)
And I wish we never did it
And I wish we never loved it

And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you and now it aint no way we can be friends.

And all I can say is
la la la la la la la (laaaaa)
la la la la la la la la la (la la la owwww)
la la la la la la (laaaa)
hey

And I wish we never loved it (I wish we never loved it)
And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you and well now it ain't no way we can be friends."
la la la la la la la la laaaaa
la la la la la la la la laaaaa

For all intents and purposes, fortunate or -un, this is my life ;-)~ Aisis