Heartless
I. Am. Missing. My. Heart.
Literally
Figuratively
My beautiful, open, caring, forgiving
Heart
Missing
It was there, safe and secure
Behind graffitied glass
Blemished
But
Crystal. Still.
Inches thick, seven
And nicked innocuously
Sheltered
And
Then
I believed
Again
And now it's missing
Whereabouts known
And that's fine...because with no heart
There can be no pain
And anyway, I'm too busy to figure out how I let you in
Again
This time...
"Heartless..." It echoes through the walls
Now empty
Where once lived a joyous soul
Reverberations destroying what Life
Blossomed
My. Heart.
All chambers, no restraint
Placed
So giftedly in your numbed palm
And to think: I knew who you were
And
Still
Knowledge-filled and willing
I gave you the key
I. Gave. You. The. Key.
And you stole my heart.
Silly-Silly Girl.
Silly-Silly me.
And the most interesting thought of all is that, one day: I will gladly do it again.
This time, the other heart will be so thoroughly star-fished, it will grow inside the glass focused.
Waiting.
Praying.
For me.
And I will love then, deeply.
Osmosis.
~For all intents and purposes, fortunate and -un...I am She. -- Aisis
Mmmm, love this!
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