A Wolf in Wolves Clothing

iAm

We are

     but humans for the world to see

There’s millions of others

But this world, in this moment

Is between only you and little ole me

And 

We are healers. 

And

Hustlers.

We know where not

And 

Where to

     Be.

And we never change our clothes

Warrior Pose

Standing in this truth & bliss

I am Isis in this land.

And.

You are.

Osiris.

I wish I had words; a soliloquy of Wisdom &

Magic & Pleasure & Pain.

Nuzzling close howling for the moon, our souls

Laugh And Love And Bond

In the rain.

We can shed the skin

Let our red wolves free

Run fast through the night

Ears up high, teeth bared for a fight

But there’s no one in sight.

There’s nothing to see.

Breathe…

It’s just you and it’s just me.

Your third eye is not blind.

I cleave unto thee.

I shared your dreams last night

Broken and brash

I tip-toed through your soul

You tossed and you turned

It felt so cold

And I sheltered the Beauty in the Beast 

As best I could.

From the power of seeing his face and 

Calling his name in the light…

It gives me a chill, even as I write.

Because he was there 

I saw him dancing on your skin

The smile on your face

It displayed the peace within and your brow,

It furrowed.

You thought he disappeared

You cleared water from your eyes and he was still there. 

And peace washed over

From the soles of your feet to the tips of your hair.

Sleep…

I want to erase the crippling grip

I wanna hit a J

And 

Take you away

Somewhere among the trees; just up and dip.

But that is not what this life is.

Here.

We are humans.

And healers.

And hustlers.

In one way or another.

We are sons and daughters;

We are mothers and fathers;

We are sisters and he’s not heavy

He is your baby brother.

Breathe.

And because we cannot change what is 

We bend, 

     And 

        We breathe, 

     And

        We accept, 

     And

         We adapt,

     And

        We heal.

And 

So

I send you earth, and fire, and water, and air.

I send you love, and light, and balance, and care.

I send you the strength of the gods because you are taking your place. 

I send you freedom and growth for the days and weeks that you will face.

I send you sunshine and rain, in looming disaster 

I send you wellness and peace as you become a *Master.

I send you tins, and gourds, and vessels, and jars

To hold your tears and fears and all the broken parts.

I send you my unshattered heart; and unending love. 

Use them well when your own has cracked or have simply had enough. 

I send you honesty and anger and I send you grace.

And when it flows over, we will meet in that place.

And

We will howl at the 🌚 moon.

Holding. Space. 

Indefinitely.

*Laura Charles : I thought that maybe it would be a great idea if I got myself a bodyguard. You know, like someone to guard my body? What girl could do worse than to have her own real life kung fu master?

Leroy Green : I am no master.

Laura Charles : You sure look like a master to me.

*Hail Mary

You wanted a different woman but refused to be a different man. 

Make 

it 

make 

sense.

Only the broken revel in anger

Playing sinister in games

I tame anger for a living

We are not the same.

Threats are weak

Numb to its effect

Like no one you've ever encountered

You misinterpret inept

You don't understand women

You misunderstand the depth.

And.

I. Told. You. So.

Never sought to destroy

I am no Helen of Troy

You're a shallow little Man

Such a sad little boy.

I am immune to the Beast

My light burns bright

I don’t fear men

Intimidated by my light.

Because I am free

And 

You would like to be

I tried

You lied

Your words have no meaning, you see.

**Matthew 7:23

“I ain’t a killa; but don’t push me...”

Coward

**I never knew you

Depart from me

Ye that work

Iniquity.

*Hail Mary - Tupac Shakur

Face of a Goddess; Too Bright Without Shades

She feared nothing, taking a final deep breath.

And.

She.

Soared.

Unequipped then, unequipped now.

Turn the light off.

Love don’t live here anymore.

Jazmine Sullivan Performs ‘Lost Ones’ & ‘Pick Up Your Feelings’ | Soul T...

When your past meets your present.

"Pick Up Your Feelings"

You say that I've been actin' different, yeah
Funny how I finally flipped the script on you
When you the one who's double-dippin', yeah
You so sloppy, how I caught you slippin' up
You're off the lease, run me my keys
No more poppin' up to hit it, yeah
I ain't even got the miles to trip on you

New phone (Who is this?)
Brand new, like the whip
Rack it up, no assist
Main bitch I ain't average
Wake up, need a zip
Hennessy take a sip
I got my jeans, I'm too thick
I ain't got the room for extra baggage

Don't forget to come and pick up your, ooh, feelings
Don't leave no pieces (Oh, oh)
You need to hurry and pick up your, ooh, ooh, feelings
While I'm up cleaning

Boy please, I don't need it (I don't need it)
Memories, all that shit, you can keep it (Oh, oh)
Don't forget to come and pick up your, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, feelings
Don't leave no pieces (Oh)

Oh, I'm tryna find a fuck to give for you
You ran out of chances of forgivin', yeah
Yeah, listen, I ain't listenin'
Just for you to go and break my heart again
I learned my lesson (Last time)
Woah, and I ain't comin' (Back now)
This is what you had now (Had now)
And I bet you I look better, don't I?

New phone, who is this?
Contact? Don't exist
Need a ride? Call that bitch
Gas way too expensive
No more, benefits
Pop-up visits
Hands tied, no grip
I ain't got the room for extra baggage

So don't forget to come and pick up your, ooh, feelings
And don't leave no pieces (Hey, ayy)
You need to hurry and pick up your, ooh, ooh (Pick up your), feelings
While I'm up cleaning (Oh, oh)

Boy please, I don't need you
Oh, oh, memories, all that shit, you can keep it (Oh, oh)
Don't forget to come and pick up your, oh feelings
Don't leave no pieces (Oh)

Put a lock on the door where my heart once was, hmm
Boy you had your fun
But I had enough
Now I'm really done
I deserve so much more than you gave to me
So now I'm savin' me
And I made my peace
So you can run them streets

Don't forget to come and pick up your, ooh, feelings
And don't leave no pieces (Don't leave no)
You need to hurry and pick up your, ooh, ooh, feelings
While I'm up cleaning

Boy please (Boy please, oh, oh, oh), I don't need you (I don't need you)
All that shit (All that shit), you can keep it (You can keep it), I don't need it (I don't need it)
Don't forget (Don't forget) to come and pick up your, oh feelings (Oh pick up your feelings)
Don't leave no pieces
Oh, oh, oh woah

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh

Happy Fifty-Fine To Me ♾🖤♾

I literally have no words.

I am the happiest girl in the whole wide world!

 This is one of the happiest birthdays, ever.

Wishes come true ❤️.

I Don’t Need You

She is the calm summer breeze
Above it all
Secure in her stature
Beyond the norm

Rarely demanding
Knowing where she stands
Her grace
Is an art form

iAm all seasons
Chaotic yet composed
iAm before and after
Ice-, hail-, wind-
Rain

Storm

-

She is sugar and spice
And everything nice
Her every wish is your command

iAm fire and ice
Coquettish, rarely playing nice
Independent
A firebrand

iAm on my own
I walk alone
And that way I walk far
To forget me is a torment
The resist is torture
Because casual smokers
Crave a Cuban cigar

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I shoot for the moon
I’m everything for everyone
My cup runneth under
And no one lends a helping hand

There’s no return on their
Investment
My request deemed as demand

Or just because the benefit would only be mine
And I hear that all the time
But
She is connected and belonged full time
iAm on my own
I am my own paradigm

And still
I stand
The opposite of the norm
iAm the tattooed beauty
Warm, misty, serene
iAm the Storm

This is 49.

Happy Birthday To Me.

2019

I wasn't so sure I'd make it...here's to living the life I was meant to live.